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/7:02 PM

was really sad today. sigh. results. did so freaking badly. as in really bad. dont know whats wrong. early morning so many casualties. was seriously wondering why had it to happen again. i did not want to miss the DNA talk. neo says that next test will have some. and now i totally have no idea what was taught. not blaming anybody. nobody wanted it also. think its the first and last time i'll say this. susan tan is smart. haha. really smart. she thought of using the chair. the one with wheels so that its easier to bring leemin back to class. then was going around the school everywhere. no PE. sad. recess. did many things. then chinese paper. tears filled in my eyes. i got really really bad. 61/110. how worse can it be. i wiped my tears away. because i did not want anybody to see me cry. i just wanted to be left alone. i did not want anybody to ask me if i was alright. overall. only 58. gosh. it is way too low. i really studied. i did. i dont know what went wrong. its only a C. so freeaking low. english. disappointment again. 69 half/110. i never expected to do well anyway. it was way too much for me to take it. was in a really bad mood. then when i was supposed to help mrs neo, i couldnt find her, and i couldnt find those that promised to help. and i eshwaaree was so reluctant. so i just forgot about it. i was in no mood anyway. but i was really angry. felt like crying during chinese. sorry if i dao-ed anybody. i was in no mood to do anything. maths. fear grips me as the clock ticks. i think i failed. but i cannot afford to. i really cant. my promise. i dont know what i'll do if i failed. i cannot fail. but i am really scared for my results. i was acting hyper with amanda lim and debbie. did not want them to keep asking me if i was ok. traning. cheered up by the sight of hockey mates. they simply made my day. sigh. but. no bibs. no ball bag. almost got scolded. so many things just hafta happen today. and all horrible stuff. trained. sigh. it was ok. but was not focused enough. screwed up all the short corners. sad. i have to aim accurately. i cannot afford to make anymore mistakes. ice cream treated by mdm yap. so nice. then left for school to pack the hockey cupboard. forgot my skirt. went back to take again. thanx ppl. it was real dusty and lots. sigh. but i like our new hockey cupboard. we have a room all to ourselves. it has a fan in it!! haha. rotted. then went home. i dunno whats gonna happen tmr. very scared now. no confidence for all the subj tmr. really scared. what if i fail. watching cookin tmr. it better be nice. but if my mood's spoiled before that, i dont know how i am going to enjoy. praying hard for tmr. *keeping my fingers crossed*

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